I’m physically and mentally tired of having to deal with everything. My foster parents hate the living day lights out of me and i’m constantly reminded by them about how useless i am. I’m told that i’m dumber than a brick everyday of my life and how i cannot achieve anything and will probably not ever be able to make any one proud. I try so hard to help people and make people proud of me but it’s not working. I’ve been bullied ever since 2nd grade and i’m in the 10th now and the hate is still going strong. yaaaaaaay…Â I’m not looking for a way to change my mind, i’m looking for a way out. I just want somebody to listen to what i have to say for once.Â
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Just get a job and start saving up as much money as you can so by the time you turn 18 you can get the fuck out of there and be on your own. Hell you could even move to a new city far away and give yourself a brand new, fresh start. Trust me you’ll feel a ton better.
Easier said than done my friend.
First learning disabilities is no joke, have you gotten checked out? In the end, you build on your own success, for some of us that just takes a little more time.
Being bullied is bad, really bad. I went through it. I know its’ hard to succeed when you are bullied. There I believe is your problem (its self esteem). I would begin with going to someone in your school who cares (principal, teacher, etc. NOT your parents, since they obviously contribute to your feelings (which is sad).
SSW is right, but that might not be an option for you because of your age. You dont want to run away from home, but get the bullying to stop first. then you will feel better (some). From that, you can get you self esteem back. How to work with your parents….. I dont know, perhaps someone elese here can help with that answer?
I never like to see anyone bullied, it affects them for life (to a certain degree), but how much you let it affect you,depends on you. Try to stay busy too, something away from school (something you like, maybe a club), with a different group of people. For me it was fishing alone.
Haven’t really bothered with it…
I moved away but came back and the bullying started up again.. I can’t join clubs because I live in a place where these activities aren’t openly available for anyone and everyone. I’m far too young to have a sustainable life all alone. I have no self esteem and I can’t talk to anyone about all of this because I feel as if i’m dumping a heavy load of useless rubbish onto them..
I know exactly what your going through. It’s tough to be a foster child plus dealing with being bullied. If you ever need someone to talk to you can email me at anaisegalimore@gmai.com I promise I will not judge you because I know what it is like.