My mind is going nuts..

I just don’t know how to continue without you. we all should honestly appreciate the good in our lives. I really regret losing you and now I lay here beating myself apart. I know that she needs her space but I don’t want  her to have enough to forget about  me. I’m so lost. I don’t want to lose you forever. I’m young and I can most definitely change fot myself and for you.  I miss you kim. I honestly don’t know if I can make it any further without your love. I’m sorry for pushing you out of my life. Forgive me please.