Well young gal, you just hit it on the head! In case you have not understood yourself, you have been talking with the wrong type of person. Do any of your friends, who are “depressed” talk with any professionals? Those are the ones that can help, just ask them. Without professional help, how do you hope to get better. I was a throw away, at least that is what I thought, born in Korea, sent here in US to a new family. It took me quite a time to get better. But I did with the right help, I started with my school psychologist, and that really helped me. Try it, perhaps that will be better for you.

True, you are NOT nothing. I have a feeling you are at about 12 to 13 years old. This is a time of great self doubt, finding your spot in the world and within your self. It takes time. Just ask your other friends that are now older, but remember what it was like to be your age. It does get better if you let it, and do not feed the negative thoughts. That my dear is the key….take it from me, I was you at your age, and more so….but my spirit did prevail and I am almost mended now. I am 17. I have a ways to go but I am getting stronger! You will get there, and faster if you have “professional” help…..seriously I mean it! {{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}