Getting So High Just To Fall Back Down

I think everyone can relate to those moments in life where you feel invincible. You are just so happy that it’s like nothing can hurt you and for that moment you forget about all the pain and all the bad that surrounds you. But just as you are in that high life strikes back bringing you back down to where you started. That’s why so many people refuse to be happy because something usually goes wrong that risk of being knocked back down is always in the back of their mind. Happiness is one of those things that can either have a permanent effect or temporary. All my life I have refused to do anything that makes me truly happy, in the fear of losing it. Except for when I met someone, he made me forget all of those insecurities. A love that took me over in an instant. Talking till early hours in the morning every night, never did it feel wrong. I’ve never smiled so much talking to someone. An actual smile. But all that was taken away, I am to not talk to him, to see him. Now the thing that made me happy has to be kept a secret. A secret i’m not willing to keep.