I made a post a post 3 days ago telling everyone in this site that I was gonna kill my self using the overdose method. I failed. Not only did I fail, but I missed work for 3 days and I got fired, how am I gonna pay my bills? I didn’t even go to the hospital, so I don’t really have any proof to show my boss. No one even questioned why I stayed home these 3 days, no one cared. Who could care anyways? I’m pretty much completely alone. Supposedly after a failed suicide attempt, your family and friends try to help you through your situation. But the harsh reality is, I have no family or any friends.
I don’t know what I’m going to do now. I have no job, no motivation. I wasted all my mood pills trying to kill myself, so now I don’t even have the confidence to go outside. Maybe I can slit my wrist and bleed to death? But that would probably be extremely painful. Well, goodnight I guess. Gonna go sleep off my depression.
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Did u overdose sleeping pills? O man… before u try to kill urself u need to search more information about method u r using… now days sleeping pills won’t kill u….. unless u can swallow 250pills and not vomit them out… u r lucky.. seems like u dont have any side effect after overdosing sleeping pills.
slitting is not as easy as u think that is… its different from movie… it is bloody painful til death approach.
Ur situation sounds pretty awful… try to find another job to keep u feeding first…
i dont want to tell u not to die… its ur life and u make ur own decision… I respect people’s decision.
u can add me from skype if u have any questions..
Skype id: timetodepart
Can’t say I didn’t warn you. But I feel for you. I’m not sure where you live but you could go to a hospital?
As buttless said, this will probably be incredibly painfull, and probably fail.
Probably going to a hospital is the best method. Perhaps even before you find another job you should take care of yourself and relax for a few days while you’re in there. Take this opportunity to work on you.
I feel ya. I missed a week of work a I’ll be finding out if I get to keep my job tomorrow.
Don’t just hang in there, you hit a breaking point and you need to start the process of taking care of it.
I’ve hit rock bottom. I’m scared.