Maybe It Does

maybe it does matter
that im broken
and sometimes very lonely

maybe it does matter
that i want to die
and sometimes i think i deserve to

maybe it does matter
that when i say im fine that its a lie
and in reality im so far from fine

maybe it does matter
that some people care about me
and others just hate me

maybe it does matter
that i should live
and not die

maybe it does matter…
but who knows?
maybe it doesn’t.
maybe it doesn’t matter that im broken
that im alone
that i want to die
that im not fine
that people care about me
that i guess i should live
but where is that fine line between
enough people caring about you
and not enough people caring about you
so you can die?

i guess it doesn’t
maybe it does
but i dont think it does…

maybe it doesn’t….