Alone

Standing here
all alone.
Everyone left me.
I’m on my own.
what did I do?
What did I say?
To make them go
so far away.
Nobody wants me.
They don’t care.
They say mean things,
and give an evil stare.
IT really hurts,
inside and out.
I just want one thing
to change my life’s route.
I want someone to love me.
One who’s life i’ll share.
Someone who’s always with me.
Someone who’s always there.
I know who it is.
It’s always been you.
So kind so brave so bold.
The one who’s always true.
I want you in my life.
perhaps one day marry me,
but i’m sure you think different.
So hell is where i’ll be.
Cause if nobody wants me,
why should I be here?
I’ll go and be gone.
I’ll leave with all my tears.
I will never have a family.
I will never live my life.
I will never have a husband,
to whom I am there wife.
I’m giving up.
I’m done with life.
Now I start cutting my wrist.
Dirtying this knife.