I’ve cut myself off from almost everyone. Nothing has really happened for me to feel so drained and lost. I can’t tell anyone how I really feel. I think about ending everyday. I’ve fooled the best of them denying my thoughts of self harm. Yeah it’s a permanent solution I just want out. Anyone that looks at my life wonders wat the fuck I’ve got to complain about I have a man that is wonderful he’s domestic he certainly doesn’t need me or my negativity. I just want out no one can help me. I’m in cairns Australia I have no friends no one I trust, and I feel it won’t be long and it will be done. I just hope I don’t go to hell if there is one because my hell is here on earth. This time feels different because by cutting myself off I’m sparing others grief of the day I wake no more 🙁
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I’ve done something pretty similar, consciously in some cases, subconsciously in others. The only person I’ve not cut out is my daughter but she’s of an age where she won’t grieve for me. Think I started posting here so I could still at least converse with people before I go.
I’m in Aus too (Sydney,) so let me know if you want someone to talk to – I have my date-of-death set so am definitely not someone who’ll judge.
Yeah I’d really like that but how do we get in touch n talk??
Just made a new email account: bullfrog.syd.1988 [at] gmail [dot] com – shoot me an email 🙂
Thnx will email soon u may be asleep I’m an hour behind u thnx again 🙂