Nobody knows it but Me…

Each of us are souls on a journey. That journey is what we call life, each of us share that journey and it is never easy. It is full of disappointment, despair, and pain. There are those who are strong and wears a smile everyday to hide their pain. But the pain is very real, your heart hurts and you are crying inside, trying not to let others see your pain because you don’t want to be seen as weak. But that is where the misunderstanding comes in. Being strong means you know you have a problem, and being strong is dealing with that problem in a positive way. I ask of you to continue your strength, and seek help in dealing with it. You are a fighter, and you can do this.

My brother was in a lot pain emotionally too. He was a big strong man, he could physically beat up most any other man if they messed with him. He was often happy, caring, and supportive. He loved his family and he showed it! But he killed himself. He had a front too. If you could have seen the hurt on his children’s faces, his brothers, his sister, and his father; you know that suicide is not the answer. I went years blaming myself, what could I have done to help. I felt like I was a failure. I wanted to die myself!!! He had a lot of pain, but he transferred that pain onto the people he loved. I don’t think that is something that you, or anyone else who contemplating suicide thinks about. I lived it!!!

Remember that all our problems are temporary. What seems to be an overwhelming problem today, will fade into a memory and something else will take its place. There will be good and bad, we have to take the good with the bad. You look like a beautiful girl. So young, so much you can do with your life. Please get help. Please don’t hurt the ones you love. If you don’t do it for yourself, do it for those who love you. And you are loved!!!!