Would you come to my funeral? What thoughts would go through your head as you gazed at my cold, pale body? Would you feel bad about everything that you did? Would you miss me, years later when you’re married and have a family of your own, would you even remember my name? Would you cry for me? Do you miss me at all? Is there ever a piece of you that wishes you hadn’t made the decision to cut me out, freeze me out of your life? Will my name ever drift into your mind, years from now? Will you even know why?
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I like this post.
from whom i would think, write or ask such things (many of which i actually have), i already know the responses i’d get. Those experiences reinforced the lesson: “don’t ask the question if you’re not ready for the answer…”
In the order of your questions, these would be her responses:
No
“what a pathetic waste… at least i don’t have to worry about the pain i caused him, anymore… or that he will someday find a way to exact the revenge i deserve… yay me!”
No
No, Maybe
No
No
No
Probably
No, nor would i (she) care.
This is merely my prediction, based on extensive character analysis. lol, i should send her this… but she’ll probably never even see it.
It was so weird… it was like her conscience just up and disappeared one day, never to return… and she was suddenly a totally different and terribly wicked, malicious person. She enjoys hurting people, and chooses to pursue such endeavors merely for her own personal enjoyment… just because she can. She’s one of those scary manipulators. If your vision isn’t clear, and your mind isn’t razor sharp, enough, to cut through her thick miasma of deceit… she’ll have you eating your own guts, while laughing maniacally… like some cackling demon in a horror-circus in hell. She’s as evil as it gets. I’m not even slightly exaggerating.
The part that upsets me the most, is that she was the best i could do. She was the only one i’ve ever met, who didn’t immediately do ninja-acrobatics to avoid being near me. At least, at first. I have to assume the only reason she didn’t ninja away from me, is that she wanted to ruin me right from the start.
So… an evil ***** who just wanted to ruin me for “fun,” was the best i could get.
And people act like i shouldn’t have so much disdain for humanity…
I think about those those same questions day in and day out. Maybe one day I will find the answers though.