So I guess I’m staying alive… For her. I told her about it and she started freaking out (which is normal) and made me promise I wouldn’t kill myself. What made me agree though, was that she started crying when she realized, if I did kill myself after the next band concert, we would have less than 10 days. And she doesn’t cry in front of people so that was a big gigantic sign that she cares. So I’m stayin’ alive
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Sounds to me like you made a deal with the devil.
Now – on to the performance of Stayin’ Alive by the Bee Gees.
“Whether you’re a brother or whether you’re a mother,
You’re stayin alive, stayin alive.
Feel the city breakin and everybody shakin,
And were stayin alive, stayin alive.”
Sorry… lol – I couldn’t help it.
I’m glad you’re sticking it out, at least for a while longer. But is the only reason you want to stay alive because of a girl? If so, my advice would be to seek out other reasons, because love is a fickle thing that comes and goes.