So my dad’s found about my self-harm and suicidal stuff
And I have to go a counselor every Tuesday
Does this mean everythings starting to heal? Or will everything I’ve been trying to build (my life) crumble back to dust back when I first got depressed? This is probably my paranoia, Â just don’t know what’s gonna happen
I feel like I can get better, but my family is constantly fighting and it gets so bad I have to actually leave for hours at a time so I can just get away, I’m lucky I don’t pass anything I can use for self-harm, I don’t even know why I’m posting this stuff. It’s not like I know any of you, guess it just feels good to type it all down and hope someone might care
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Well ultimately it is up to you if this is a startinv point of recovery or destruction.
Deoends on your outlook and what you want to accomplish out of the situation. Your in control. You can be optimistic and utilize this resource as means to benefit you or you can disregard and continue the downward spiral or destruction.
Dont take this resource for granted at least.
I understand you may have family issues. Most of us suffer from some home issues as well and would gladly lend an ear and give concern to your situation to help you as much as possible.
People care, I care, and I want you to choose the right choices to live a good and fulfilling life.
Take care.
good luck 🙂
The Koji had some really solid points. I’ll just add that, regardless of knowing (or not knowing) the audience, it can be really helpful to type stuff to get it off your mind. Whether you type it, talk it, write it, etc., sometimes you need to let it go before it builds up.
Thanks
You’re right this is really helpful
And I do need to let it all out in a non-destructive way