I’m 19 years old and ever since I lost my job in September I feel worthless. When I was younger me and my dad never really got on because he started working offshore and he wasn’t really there for me and I took bad to it. But he got me a job beside him and everything was great I was finally spending a lot more time with him and I got a lot more closer to him then I lost my job due to me getting bullied in the work place. And since then I feel worthless. My self confidence has went right down hill and I can’t seem to get my life back on track. I drink a lot more which doesn’t help me at all but I do it because it helps me escape reality for a few hours. I have been single for a year now is well and I can’t seem to do anything right in finding a girlfriend. I have been trying to find work but it is really tough and hard to get one just now. I tried committing suicide last month but failed to do so. I just want something in my life that is worth getting up in the morning for again like a job or seeing the girl I love.
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You need to fix your personality. First you give up on work because some pussies were bullying you. Then you are not persistent enough in dating. And then you drink to escape reality instead of dealing with it. You give up everywhere you go. You fail.
You must fight for your life.
You must stand your ground.
Otherwise you can just drop dead because others will kick you out of this world.
The women like men who fight for their stuff not the ones who give up on everything and drop dead.
Ok I have to agree with dredd
You NEED to fix this dude
You need to fight for what you want, someone’s pushing you around, knock their teeth out
You want to see a girl you love? Go out and find her
Stand up and become defeated no longer
Stand up and be undefeated
Stand your ground and fight until you cant breathe
Then keep fighting
As suicidal as I am, part of me still wants to save people