I was trying to take apart a shaving razor for so long to get the blades out to cut with, and I finally got it apart! Cutting with them felt so nice. I’m still contemplating wether I should cut really deep and bleed out or cut deep on the vein…
well, i have an abusive father and everybody at school laughs at me, my mom doesnt approve of what i wear or the music i listen to, my sister is always beating on me and my friends have told me to kill myself s now i have no one.
Hey Olir, I am doing good. There still the ups and downs and good days and bad days but I know my path and I know my goals. Im staying strong for the ones who need me but I still give myself time so I can grow and learn, cope and move on in life.
The Koji that is impressive, it is uplifting to read too! I can not complain, food in my tummy and no one is trying to kill me (that I know about) life is good!
oh uh sorry. well, mentally, adding pain to take away pain makes no sense but it helps for some reason, and emotionally, im not quite sure. its just something about seeing the blood drip down your wrist feels good.
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Why are you contemplating whether to cut really deep and or cut the vein?
Nobody cares, what have you experienced that has lead you to cutting?
The Koji, how are you holding out?
well, i have an abusive father and everybody at school laughs at me, my mom doesnt approve of what i wear or the music i listen to, my sister is always beating on me and my friends have told me to kill myself s now i have no one.
Hey Olir, I am doing good. There still the ups and downs and good days and bad days but I know my path and I know my goals. Im staying strong for the ones who need me but I still give myself time so I can grow and learn, cope and move on in life.
How about you Olir, how have you been recently?
The Koji that is impressive, it is uplifting to read too! I can not complain, food in my tummy and no one is trying to kill me (that I know about) life is good!
Don’t okay.. It doesn’t work almost all of the time.. Trust me I’ve been there
Nobody-Cares, thank you for the reply. Before I ask you about your list can you tell me exactly how cutting affects you, mentally and emotionally?
oh uh sorry. well, mentally, adding pain to take away pain makes no sense but it helps for some reason, and emotionally, im not quite sure. its just something about seeing the blood drip down your wrist feels good.