“Yeah, the whole thing begins, and I let you sink into my veins, and I feel the pain like it’s new.”
I ‘ve tried and tried to forget. the pain. the tears. the laughing. the smiling. the places. the memories. you. And no matter what I do or say, I can’t. I miss it all, every second and day of it. I miss how close we were. Now it’s just gone, without any explanation. Not even a good-bye. I put away all the things you gave me so I wouldn’t be as reminded of you. It helped for awhile. But then I took out the letter…. that damn letter made me cry so much the first time I read it, and what do you know! It had the same exact effect the second time around. Every word written on that piece of paper was straight from your heart, and knowing that only makes me miss you more. I still wear your sweats and t-shirts to bed every now and then.. It makes me miss you too, but in the most comforting of ways. I thought I deleted all of our pictures off of my phone, turns out I still had them all.. I just don’t know how to live without you in my life. I want my best friend back. I need you. I miss you.