I’m sorry I try to help others but I’m in the same boat!
I have my frustrations as well 🙁 it isn’t like it used to be ïŒ
The things I enjoyed have lost their luster!
Sex for example, yes I loved sex ok I love it a lot! But it isn’t like it used to be :(ïŒ
The naïve thoughts, the excitement! Have lost the shine, oh I’m not saying I don’t enjoy it :)ïŠ
But I’ve done it so many times this way that way, hell I belong to the mile high club! :)Try doing that today! Ha ha! Well I won’t go into details but let’s just say it’s not as excited as it once was.
It isn’t like it used to be :(ïŒ
A Hamburger tasted good! They don’t taste good any more ïŒ
Tasteless pieces of shit!!! Ha ha!
It isn’t like it used to be :(pizza taste like cardboard! And on and on!
For those of you that don’t know me, I was quite an entertainer, dances sing, but it isn’t like it used to be 🙁 the magic is gone! I don’t believe in what I’m doing anymore, love songs etc. time has taken its toll, reality has made me wiser, trying to convince people songs like “your love has taking me higher†by Jackie Wilson†are wonderful when you believe in them.
Sorry I’m if a downer 🙁 today, but these are the things I can’t shake, I don’t believe in all the things I use too, after a life like mine, it’s hard to accept that tomorrow there will be no more excitement:( I’m not a good faker, take that back! I’m a great faker! But I don’t like faking. I’ve done everything, seen everything, and was successful within reason, still am, but it’s old hat, I can do it out of experience. I understand why all the famous people are dead, they came to though crossroads too! frame or not you still feel the same.
Things just aren’t like they used to be 🙁 The dream is dead.
So I hope everyone doesn’t listen to my negativity that I earned over years ha ha! You have to do your time! You have to earn it! I’m still here! :)Struggling with it. But I feel bad about posting this. How on earth will this make anyone feel better?
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It ain’t like you went and set that faith
But you deserve an oscar acting like its been so great
maybe you can add the phrase “you are not alone!”
Plenty of people seem to think that works.
Hahaha cleavername always on point with the brutal truth!
You’re a good guy, rocketman. Weren’t you in a band for a long time? You were the lead singer, right? The frontman is usually a “life of the party” type of guy.
I think you’re solid.
@Andrei,
ha ha! I really got blind sided by your comment!
I wasn’t telling my life story just the things I miss, I didn’t mention all the wonderful things like divorces, going to jail, losing everything over and over! ha ha! you must be young, yes just like everyone else I have had a rough life, a long with that, there was good times, it wasn’t all bad and wasn’t all good, but really the part I guess I failed to convey was, there isn’t any more good it’s all shit now. one thing though yes I pursued my dreams ,and I earn by working hard all the wonderful memories I have, and they are real and are mine. ha ha! along with the bad ones! lots of bad one’s too! ha ha! and there is so much to my story I’m not telling, I have permanent nerve damage that can not be repaired from an accident, I wouldn’t wish that on anyone. long story.
Casual Observer,
fuck an “A” Thanks for your comment, yes for years, I still sing at home, but no more bands, I’ll go do a karaoke contest now and then, and they do say where the fuck have you been hiding!
Rock the mic, man. Tear that shit up. 🙂 You’re not dead yet, create as much mayhem as you can while you’re still able to.
Casual Observer, once again thanks! your killing me! 🙂 I think just because of your comments I’m going to go out there and tear them up!!! my favorite song is rebel yell! thanks again!
IN THE MIDNIGHT HOUR SHE CRIES MORE MORE MORE!!! wwwooooooo!
WITH A REBEL YELL SHE CRIES MORE MORE MORE!!! wwwooooooo!
HA HA! NO PROMISES BUT I’LL DO IT HERE IN THE HOUSE TILL I GO OUT.
Yeah, He was like the Jim Morrison of the 80’s.
You’ll get most of the honey’s in the hot tub by serenading them. I’ll throw a Baby Ruth in there and yell “WHO SHIT IN THE POOL”?!
I’ll comfort the startled nakes who rush out. 🙂
Rocketman! I here you. Extremes of the past desensitized the uneventful future. I am struggling with that currently too. Too keep pushing the envelope or to just call it a day.
@ OnlyLOVEisReal,
Nice to hear from you,true It is hard. I’m amazed i’m still alive or am I dead? Maybe I got bit and am turning into a fucking zombie ha ha! Them fuckers just walk around and seem unhappy!