I have “Marooned” by Pink Floyd on as I type this. The whole Division Bell album feels fitting right now. It’s all about division, about separation, about loss, about something being missing. I’ve been missing something for years and I don’t know what it is and I don’t know how I can get it back without blowing everything apart and I’m imploding under the pressure and it’s taking every ounce of willpower I have to not just destroy myself and make it easier on everyone else. Rather just keep my failures my own then inflict them upon everyone else.
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If someone cares for you, then they want to share in your failures – just as much as your success. Chances are they’ve noticed you’ve been feeling down. So why not give them piece of mind and let them know what’s up.
If you don’t know what your missing, then you have every chance to find it. Maybe now is a good time to start trying some crazy shit – like moving to a new state or taking a new job in Alaska – and see what the hell happens next.
Or maybe stay with the sweet tunes and smoke some weed to chill your mind. Give it time. And talk to people. If you don’t talk about how you feel with people around you, then you don’t get better.