I’m not a smoker, but a cigarette with coffee hits the spot sometimes. I like the way I get spun up on nicotine and caffeine since I hardly ever have either.
It lifts my lazy depression and maybe…..just maybe will be enough to get where I’m destined to go tonight.
Really don’t want to see another morning
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I’ve never smoked before, yet I smoke all the time in my dreams. Not sure how that works out. I can actually feel my body exhale the smoke. Another poster here suggested everyone should do some weed or the like; I myself have only ever done coke. I’d love to put half of Bolivia up my nose, go on an all night bender, boogie (haha) my arse off, get with some fly ass chick, drink drink drink and just end it in front of a freight train. Fuck that’d be awesome.
Perhaps a shigarrr and a waffle will tide me over for now. Enjoy your coffee and nicotine fix.
That’s weird.
I have this recurring dream where I have long assed dread locks and I’m in a reggae band. We’re backstage and the curtain is about to go up. I can hear the fans screaming in anticipation.
The problem is I’m not black, I don’t have dreadlocks in real life, I don’t know any of the bands songs, and once the curtain goes up I’ll probably just stand there like a startled deer caught in the headlights of a car that’s about to plow me down.
That’s when I usually wake up.
I haven’t smoked in over a year… Sometimes, I NEED a cigarette… lol
I often need one immediately following a lengthy comment.
I have also enjoyed the coffee at night thing. Interestingly enough, it can sometimes help me un-wire and go to sleep. Then again, sometimes it gives me a false ready signal, and i end up tossing and turning for a while, while repeatedly almost drifting off, but starting awake again. And then i’ll only sleep for like 4 hours, wake up anxious and tired, and remember i had coffee right before i tried to sleep… and then i’m like “fuck this day…” and shortly, i’m back on SP. Yay.
Sleep is the interest we have to pay on the capital which is called in at death; and the higher the rate of interest and the more regularly it is paid, the further the date of redemption is postponed.—-arthur schopenhauer
It’s the day after and I predicted it last night……I do not want to be here. Waking in disappointment is the worst way to start your day. It just builds from there!