Guess im depressed although I don’t feel sad most of the times, just sadness tries to peek thru sometimes.  I guess im depressed mostly  cuz  I just don’t want to get out of bed, or eat.  Realy don’t want to do anything.

Just lay in bed an keep thinking how someone that I loved an cared about and completely trusted  has destroyed me.  and made me become  someone i don’t even know anymore.  And keeps trying to destroy what is left with lies and words.  I know that this is driving me insane an there is nothing i can do about it

I can catch the person in lies and find the evidence to smack them in the face with it an they will still twist it around to make it seem like im over reacting and tht it is not what it seems.
After awhile this makes you not trust anything u say or do or think anymore.