Are good memories worth it?

Your post kinda got to me, because i got some similar memories of my exgf. Good memories are a double edged sword sadly. They bring up wonderful times, but won’t let you live the present and move into the future if you hold on to them too much. Maybe in the future you might be living the same thing with someone else and it won’t have to end, who knows.

I figured that much, it’s rarely as simple as just missing someone (to end up in some place like SP i mean). And i guess you are right regarding the connection part too, i don’t see myself getting attached to anyone else anytime soon (been like a year already). But you really never know, and you are really young. Many things can change (specially due to your age) and that sort of connection just happens at times, even if you are not looking for it. Hope the other things that are bothering you change as well.

It’s in your biography info (it’s visible when you click in your nickname, along with the posts you’ve made), i usually check at least one previous post before commenting so i won’t say something out of line or without even knowing the person’s situation, no bad intention there. And yup, isolation can mess you up a lot, maybe you’re trying too hard tho? some people get defensive when they see someone else being too friendly or forcing a friendship.

You could always join any youth club, even if you don’t care much about it, and get out of it once you’ve met people, not a bad option.