My dad says I’m a waste of sperm.
My mom says I’m a *****.
My sister says I’m a Satan worshiper.
I hate everything.
I can’t do this, anymore.
I just want to cut until there sin’t anymore blood left in me, and they can’t save me.
It’s not like it would really matter anyway.
I’m not that important, just some teenage girl with a fucked up mind.
The only people, I’d miss is, my bestest friend, and my girlfriend.
I just, i can’t.
I’ve promised so many people, that I’d stop, but I can’t, and I won’t.
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I know how it feels, what you do, I understand. I quit and I miss it. Sometimes I slip, and it happens again. I miss the feeling and sometimes I need it. I had to find the strength. It isn’t really for myself. But for the people who see my body. They don’t need to feel pain just because I do. I know that every cut, every scar, every scab still healing, affects the one looking at my body. For me it’s a comfort, for them it’s a horror show. They can’t handle it. Promises are just words. Sometimes though you have to mean them. You know some people love you. And through this, I want you to know, you are important. I would miss you. The potential you hold. The love you could find. The happiness you may one day feel.
Your dad is a waste of chest hairs (if he even has any)
Your mum is a delusional hag
Your sister needs a good backhand
You hate everything?
So do I. I do not envy the rest of this journey.
I just want to stick myself in the throat with a serrated blade like the feral beast I am.
Nothing really matters in the end
I’m just an old man trapped in the body of a twenty year old
I’ll miss everyone whom I’ve had the pleasure of having in my life
I cannot hold it, Captain
Promises were meant to be broken, my soul will forever remain intact
I wish you well on the remainder of your journey. Look after yourself, no one else will. Become self sufficient and able to tackle these problems under your own steam and be prepared to take the path less trodden to avoid contact with undesirables. Best of luck.
Thank you to both of you. And i wish you both the best of luck as well.