Well this its my story on how my life is only getting worse And more painful. My name is Matthew and I live in Nelson new Zealand I am 14 years old and am year 10 at Nayland college.
It started around term 3 last year and till this day my life has been torture. In class of I bend over to Tie up my sore laces I get shoved over. If I’m doing sport they spare tackle me from behind. If I sit out to try Getty a break but they say get up and.play you fat Cont. Btw I weigh 78 kg. Every day they only pick on me cause they must think I am a easy target although I am taller than them. just walking around school they surround me and take my lunch. I can’t walk to class with out being abused. My dad hates me mum I don’t even know. Tonight I did around 35 cuts on my legs I have done around 47 in 4 days. I have no one to go to I
have been searching up what I can over dose on. Today in science i asked what chemicals in there can kill you and what you can overdose on. I can’t go a day without thinking of suicide, I have attempted 4 times. I now see the school counseling cottage as of last week to try help i go again tomorrow.  Music is what is keeping me going. This is apart of what i go through each day. If you want to see it in pictures look at my tumblr http://matthewcashew1234.tumblr.com/ maybe give me a follow and ill look at yours? Thank you for reading my story.
Matthew.
2 comments
You a Crusaders fan, mate? I’m from up Auckland ways, only been to the South Island a couple times, to Blenheim and the airbase at Woodbourne. Hah, you’re the same weight as me although I’m a bit older than you and possibly taller as well. Best advice I can give you is to not feed the trolls mate, and pay them no mind whatsoever; sociopaths hate it when you ignore them, more so the average school yard bully. Wish I lived closer to you (and was a little more able bodied) so I could put those tossers in the ground. No one deserves the treatment you’ve been getting and I hope you’ll persevere through this all.
Kia kaha, lil’ bro. I’ll be ’round the site if you need a fellow Kiwi’s perspective on things. Good luck out there, and stay frosty 🙂
Keep to the music, a language beyond words. A cruel world this is, but not you. You are a good person. They are insecure. That’s why they hurt you. So they won’t see how empty and ugly they are. I’m so sorry you have to endure their abuse. I live in the US, far away, but I hear you and I care.