Thank you to the people who give me advice,, here on this site,, you have no idea how many times it has acted as some kind of wake up call,, but I think I should mention that I don’t reply because I don’t want to turn this into a facebook type feel,,, that probably wont make any sense to anyone but anyways… thank you- you know who you are…
Change starts from me and then we go from there,,, but what do you do when you keep relapsing into the old “suicide is the answer” routine,, its one that I seem to fall into quite easily,, even after I feel like things might start looking up or something ?
Life you are so ironic, because when you think you’ve finally learnt something about life, it stomps on you and tells you that you know sweet fuck all.
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Nothing wrong with recognizing you know nothing. It’s like that one guy said a long time ago – well, I think it is anyhow, but I forgot who said it and what it was he said. But I know it’s relevant. And it wasn’t play-do. It was that other Greek guy. Anyway..
When that happens to me, I usually go outside and smash stuff, light things on fire, or split some logs. Depending on what I have available. After a while, I’m so worn out that suicide seems like too much work, and I usually feel pretty good, too, so I’d rather just relax a while. Never underestimate the value of smashing stuff.
If I’ve ever given advice here or anywhere, which I believe I have, I apologize. That would be the blind leading the blind. I’m thinking that your best friend, the person you’d tell your troubles to is the one that listens..only listens. You can get advice from Dear Abby.
And how can anyone give advice when, as you said, “it stomps on you and tells you that you know sweet fuck all.”