You just don’t care.

you go through each day like every other. you don’t smile, you don’t frown. you’re not in deep thought and you not I’m a conversation. your just listening in. you’re not with friends, you’re not alone, you’re just…there. someone hits you. you choose to ignore it. you got a good grade on a test. whoopee. not like it matters. every person that has ever hated you could start to love you. but you wouldn’t notice. every person in your family dies. can you tell? you don’t know where you are. but your not lost. your just wandering. one minute you have a dream. the next minute its crushed. well that’s life. you make some friends. you don’t need them. they’re no longer your friends. good for them. your safe and sound. are you really? your cut and hurt and dying. just another day. life goes on and on and on. each day passes as if it were yesterday. next thing you know you’re in tomorrow. but soon each day blends into one another. you lose track of the date. not like it matters. you don’t care. someone comes up in front of you with a gun, you bf or gf take the bullet for you. you seem them on the ground lifeless. oh well. that was their choice. the next bullet hits you. now you’re lifeless. oh well. don’t matter. people come and go. you just stop caring. life is just a blur. but you don’t notice a thing. you’re indifferent. and you always will be.