i regret everyday :(

I understand it worries you terribly, but i hope you know you haven’t done anything bad. It’s a small comfort when you’re stuck in the middle of idiots, but still. I’m not sure how to shut those people up, most teens are pretty much animals looking to tear another person up just because they can. Spreading rumors is pathetic behavior. It will stop, though. Eventually it will all be behind you, like a bad dream. I think the best you can do is stay strong (i know it is hard) and remember you’re fine even if you feel far from it. I’m glad you’ve talked about it with some people, but would you be able to tell your parents? If nothing else, you could say you’re having a hard time because morons are spreading lies about you.

Bottom line is that it’s feels terrible now, but you can get through it. Time really does heal things. When i was a teenager i felt that the sheer humiliation of messing up would kill me. But it didn’t. I can barely even remember the things that made me feel absolutely hopeless and cry hysterically for weeks back then. And the people who made me feel so small are gone. They just don’t matter anymore because it’s in the past. What would have made things easier for me, would have been telling someone about my problems. So do keep talking about it, and hopefully include your parents in the conversation. It can be embarrassing, but maybe you’ll be surprised just how supportive they can be.

Never give up because of other people giving you shit.