I’m going to try

I did not end it last night I was moments away for it but thats down to two people my mother and a comment left on a post here. Yes i still got no hope I still want to die but I was in a very dark place yesterday. And if it was not for that post and my mother coming into my room and hugging me saying “I know your in pain but I love you and you can get through this” it almost broke my heart I can’t remember the last time she did that. so I’m going to try again for her. Yes I don’t think I can do it I’m just so tired but I’ve  got to try for her and the post that was left on my last post thank you. you give me that last bit to try again even if it is just for my mum and no one else. I will try and survive this for you mum.