Im 17 years old, male, in a small town. My parents have been fighting non stop for what feels like since I was a little kid. i dont know what to do. im lost in what direction i should go, i need to get out of here, my home feels like a prison in which the guards are all holding guns to my head and im begging them to pull the trigger, i cant stay with friends, and my closest family lives one city over 300 miles away. i want it to end and death means i dont need to feel anything ever again…ever.
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Man, that sounds like a torturous situation. Why can’t you stay with any of your friends? Are there any emergency housing/counseling services nearby you could take refuge in–even a church or community center? Are you in the States?
I am in the US. we dont have an AVV here and the churches dont exactly like my family, i cant stay with friends cause they are all girls. i dont get along with many guys.
Do you think your parents are aware of how their behavior is affecting you? Do you think they care, if so? Has anyone physically assaulted you?
Hey Xts….where in the US do you live? I am from Oklahoma, originally, but my dad was in pipeline construction so I grew up in the back seat of Buick. LOL I really consider myself as being from California (SF area) as that was where I spent most of my life when we weren’t on the road.
Tell me a little more about yourself…what are your hobbies, what kind of movies and books do you like? I’m also concerned about any type of physical abuse.