Hello everyone I know you are all battling your own wars..here nobody aint got time for me to listen to me or counsel me for my suicidal thoughts are just increasing manifolds……i seriously aint in the humour to write I am 18,India and right now I’m high and i got the rope ready I just wanted everyone to know that yes i was defeated everywhere its not because of u krati u were my first love and i want to die with her being my last its all coz of me myself i cant survive i aint strong enough i am not the one maybe not perfect for u nothing i am nothing i don’t deserve to be here i just want to thank u for being there and i know its probably next to impossible u read this but i still love u inspite of what u did bye hun take care…..
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It’s too sad. India has more than 1 billion people and you’d like to stop at your first love? I advise you to wait around for more people. People are very diferent from each other, so you don’t know if you can fall in love harder next time.
You’re taking YOUR own life over something THEY did?
Alright man, fill yer boots. But honestly, I’d sock it to her by caring on with my life and not paying any mind to her.
If you have any opportunity at all, try to spend a few years seeking out new relationships – make a game of it even. I thought I’d never love again after my first (at 17), and actually her dumping my stupid ass was probably one of the high points of my life, lol!
OK, not really a high point, but trust me, you’re young and deserve to keep trying, at least for a while. For many men, the 20s and 30s are the best years. Wait at least until you’re an old geezer like me to give up…..
If they did something to hurt you that you reached this point, I don’t think that they are the right person for you. If you give it time, you will find the person your destined to be with who would never betray you and always make you happy. Being hurt by your first love is heartbreaking but you’re so young, too young, to give up so soon.