we bleed just to know that were alive. you hurt yourslef on the outside trying to kill the monster on the inside. the worst thing about being sad is that your not really sure about what makes you happy anymore. its like i can compose my self when i with people but when im alone i totally just break down… I’ll adimt it, i stress out, i cry, i hide my emotions, i fake a laugh, i hurt but you know what? i’m trying and its not very easy
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I don’t even know how to feel real emotion anymore most of the time. I just try to live in my own world because the real world is too confusing. No one understands me, so I just try to become someone else when I’m alone, and sometimes I have to cut myself to do that.
So true.. its so hard to explain to someone why youre sad when you always seem to be so happy which is why its best to fake it I guess. Im here for you if you need to talk <3