I’m just tired o being the fuck up of my family. I’m 19 and I go to community college and work part time and am not allowed to move out. Meanwhile my 2 sisters both got in to Ivy League schools (one is attending Harvard grad school in the fall) and they haven’t worked a day in there lives and get a monthly allowance. I’m family ignores me and everyone moved away. I live with my grandparents and we have nothing in common my grandma is 80 an my grandad has dementia. Tonight was just the final straw we went out to dinner and he started screaming at me while I was driving home bc I was in my grandmas car that I never drive and the headlights weren’t coming on then he started yelling at me and shit saying he was going to punch me and whatever but I just don’t feel like this is living. Like it’s not worth being this miserable.
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Sweetheart I am 40 and the fuck up of my family! I know you cant see it now, but at 19 you have your whole life ahead of you. There are so many stupid, crazy, fun things you are going to experience! Right now you are just stuck in a situation that will eventually change. You say you are not allowed to move out, but if you make your own money you can get your own place soon. And your grandad probably doesn’t know what he’s saying from the illness. Life can be whatever you make it in your head, FOCUS on having good thoughts and those good things will come to you in time.
Such is the nature of dementia. It’s not him in those moments.