i hate myself for every single little thing i do. i get into an argument with my mom, i hate myself after for the attitude i gave. i eat, i hate myself after for eating. i stay quite, i hate myself for not speaking. i speak and i hate myself for not staying quite. it seems that no mater what i do, i am never satisfied with myself in anything i do. i feel like i will never be satisfied. i will always hate myself.
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How do you know that you will “always” hate yourself? I know you know all about how you are feeling today, but how do you know how you will feel tomorrow?
because it seems that I have felt this way forever.
I get you, this is me all over.
Lime17, so, your past history of hating yourself means that is how your future will be?
In the financial world there is one big disclaimer every investor knows about: “Past performance is not a predictor of future results.” That’s a good way of looking at life. We don’t really know how life will pan out. Do you have a crystal ball? Give it some time and talk this stuff out to a therapist. There is nothing – and I mean, literally nothing – sadder than a young person who cuts his or her life short. It’s a permanent solution to a temporary problem.