I’m just so done with this stupid life. I’ve never fit in no matter what. I suck at life and want to die. I have no purpose or meaning in my life. I’m a failure and all I do is suck at life. The only purpose to my life is that of being a fucking loser nobody. I hate myself.
I’m never going to have friends. Nobody likes me. I’m drinking to numb my pain before another suicide attempt.
I’m going to try a variety of things tonight. I don’t belong here in this world and don’t know why I’m even here.
all that I am good at is failing. All I want to do is die. I’m so done.
I have no future or hope. No friends. Nobody who cares. I’m a piece of crap. I just don’t want to exist anymore.
It would be better for everyone if I died.
I’m an awkward loser.
I suck.
I’ve attempted suicide multiple times. What works? I have inhaled butane. Tried drowning myself. Tried everything. Help. Just give me an effective suicide method. I know I’m so pathetic and suicidal that I can’t even succeed at killing myself. I’ve tried to get a gun but it takes too much work. I have to get a license and all that crap.
ive been raped countless times by an abusive boyfriend who ruined me everything of me and I am a piece of shit now. I’ve been raped by somebody else too and molested by someone else.
4 comments
I can defiantly relate to you. I’ve attempted suicide numerous of times as well, plus I’m a major selfharmer. I hate life, I hate people including myself. I isolate myself in my room, I never come out nor do I want to. I just hate the world 🙁
I feel the exact same way. It’s hard not to isolate yourself when depressed. Because everytime you try to be around anyone you have to wear a mask 🙁 I’ve been so rejected for my depression I never bring it up to anybody anymore… This world sucks and I make it worse by being here.
I’m so sorry you’re feeling this heaviness, you can totally email me if you need to talk. My email is Timo3708@bears.unco.edu. Journaling can help a lot with suicidal thoughts I usually do that a lot.
I just wish I could die. I’m done waking up to my horrible self.
You sound like a female version of me. I don’t know if we truly suck or if we’re just broken from what we’ve been through. I’d love to be your friend if you’ll let me. I’ll help you in any way I can.
Of course I’ll be your friend, I’d love to help you as well. Thank you for your understanding and kindness. I’m sorry to hear you’re going through the same shit as me but it’s nice to know I’m not alone. You can email me at Timo3708@bears.unco.edu