I spend my spare time crying mostly. Often I cannot stop. Forgiving myself has come to be one of the hardest things on my agenda. The most difficult thing to overcome. Who knew that the hardest thing to overcome would be yourself. Who knew that in one moment you will barely be able to overcome the choice of eating breakfast or not.
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Its hard. a lot of times I wish I could have a *** cry to get things out but I dont.
I never cry.
That is a very good question: How do you overcome this… Every day i wake up and that itself is a struggle. A struggle to just motivate myself to put one foot in front of the other. I cry; I cry in the middle of freaking Target. I wish I had the answer to that question. What ever you are going through I hope it will turn around and you will overcome it. Take care
I think it’s a question that can never be answered. Thank you.
Are you on any antidepressants? I know they’re not perfect but if you have the will to survive the right one will alleviate your depression. At some point you have to forgive yourself. You don’t have to kill yourself to escape the things you’ve done, you can start afresh. You must also know that the pain you’re feeling will eventually subside. I went through a depression recently were I didn’t eat or leave the house for 2 weeks and every second I was impatient to die. Eventually it lifts, even if it feels right now that it never will.