okay so i tried to commit suicide. i was literally doing anything to die i was crying so hard i had no resources or anything so i just took a bottle of ibuprofen and i took 65 of them i went to the mental hospital and stayed there for like two-three days and i was really unhappy because i missed graduation and graduation was really important to me because that school was hell and i would have cried if i went to graduation because i was so happy i was out. but i didnt even get to go. i said everything i had to to get out of that hospital and go home. sometimes i cant see my friends because their parents hate me or my parents wont let me go to my friends houses because its “the ghetto” even though i dont think it is but oh well i guess. sometimes i feel like there is no chance for happiness because so many people hate me and yeah i play it cool im just like “whatever bruh i dont even care i dont need anyone” but the truth is i do and sometimes i cant see the people i need and it makes me really sad and also i dont know why but i dont fall in love anymore. like im really young so you might say i dont even know what love is but you know how girls will develop crushes and then when they date after they break up theyre like heartbroken for weeks? i will like get over them that day. like i put a filter on myself i dont know i just shake it off now im just numb i dont feel anymore and it bothers me.
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@cutegirl: Hate from people is something you are always going to get. I’d say most people are hated on a daily basis, it’s just that society forces everyone to keep a mask and not to show those feelings towards others. In my experience most people will hate you, some will be 50/50, and only a few will really love/care for you, but that doesn’t mean you can’t coexist with them. As for the love part, i’ve seen what you mention on a few people that are close to me (ultra-fast breakup recovery), but the fact that you get over someone easily doesn’t mean you can’t fall in love, just means one of two things (or maybe both), a) you have built up tolerance against pain and that is natural for some (maybe most) people if you’ve had a lot of heartbreaks, b) you just haven’t met the right person yet. Heck, you might even consider it an advantage, prolonged heartbreak sucks.
Hey there,
Yeah, I graduated just a few weeks ago as well. These feelings I have also had, and I understand most of yours. Some people dislike me as well, and I really understand the feeling of wanting someone in your life, even when you think you need noone at the same time.
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