Wow. I dont care what anyone thinks anymore fuck em… I mean. I feel mor numb then ever, but nothing hurts me ether, I supper with my self harm addiction this could be troublesome later… But you know what. I don’t care if I slit my wrists and blead out at all. As I said I just don’t care. I mean Is this really so bad, is suicide even such a bad thing, what dose my dieng entail for anyone else….
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Right there with you, man. I used to cut and wow do I miss it. Haven’t done it in 5 months. I put a laceration on my arm with a razer blade and went to the hospital to get stitched up. I thought maybe it’d heal,and when I realized it wouldn’t, I was tempted to try to stitch it myself. I only told one person about it,and I used to work with her at a former job of mine. Of course, I don’t talk to her anymore. The past 2 nights, I have been incredibly tempted to cut again. I covered up my scars with a partial sleeve tattoo. I’m afraid to start again because I know if I do, I’ll get carried away. I wouldn’t mind bleeding out either, but it takes so much effort just to slice open that vein and bleed out.
Mind you, I haven’t cut since that night of the self-inflicted laceration. I figured that was a stamp that I wouldn’t do it anymore, but I still desire it badly.
Wow. Look man that sounds just horrible. Thanks for sharing your story with me. I think that maby I can hold out longer. I don’t… Need to cut..