I feel so alone. I have no one. All of my friends say that i f I need someone to talk to I can go to them.. but no whenever I need someone to talk too everyone’s all out or too busy. I understand they have their own lives but honestly I think they really don’t care how I feel or anything they’re only gunna pretend to care once its too late. Im so sick of this I’m mentally and physically insane. I don’t do anything all I do is lay is bed all day. I cry myself to sleep. I feel so stupid and worthless to everyone. I really don’t know what to do anymore… the only person I could really talk to took their own life 6 months ago. It sucks I wish I could of talked her out of it like she did for me a million times. Now that she’s gone its a thousand times worse. And living with all this guilt everyday is Fucken hell. I just wish I could be with her right now. But it won’t be that long til I give up on life and everyone around me….
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I cant imagine what that feels like to loose a friend like that. I do however want to say this. you mentioned that she helped you out a million times before and so do you really want her hard work to go to waste by committing suicide?. I can imagine she wants you to hold out until things get better.
one thing to look up about is at least you did have friends that said that you can go to them if you need someone to talk to(even if they do seem busy). I don’t have friends(not even one) that said that in my entire life so that’s one thing you have going for you.
have you tried therapy before?
Thanks… and no I really don’t but k feel so empty without her here anymore. I just want to be with her again. But maybe I’ll get over this … no I haven’t where I live its impossible to do that. I’d get called down for trying to help myself.