Invisible

Every day I come home to being screamed at my family hurting me calling me worthless ect. I was just so tired ive been bullied since 4th grade I am a junior in high school and all the bullying bullshit hurts some people don’t know what bullying can cause to you I have scars all over my body but yet I liked the pain I felt when that raz0r would cut my skin and the blood drip on the floor I ran to my room and I got the razor 1cut,2cuts,3cuts,4cuts I looked down I was in my own puddle of blood I was and I still am in pain. In school I got bullied so bad I dipped class and went home my best friend followed me I was in the restroom I took so many pills and I cut so many times as he opened the door he screamed at the sight of all the blood I didn’t know what I was doing all I could do was throw myself to his arms and cry I screamed I told him I had took a lot of pills and I wasn’t going to be alive any longer he picked me up and to the hospital he took me he stayed with me day and night he asked me why I did it and I just told him ive been called whore,slut,*****,skank soo many times in my life that I had no friends exept him and that I thought it would have been better if I wasn’t alive my point is to think about the people who care for you the times may look rough but you will pull through too this day I have all those scars on my body from that day and I don’t regret it because ive learned that I can get help I am taking therapy right now and its helping a lot.