Well lets start with this. My first suicide attempt was when i was 12, its only gotten worse from there. I was so horrified from even the thought of ever wanting to hurt myself. Then my mind just got so damaged with my own horrible thoughts. I tried to hang myself with a belt in my bedroom when no one was home. Back then no one knew about my depression. Not my family, friends, no one. Yeah, life sucks, right?
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Im glad your ok. I was 13 when I first tried to killmyself. Have you tries talking to anyone about the bad thoughts your having?
I was 19 when I tried to kill myself. Tried to induce a fatal hypothermic state by laying in a bathtub full of ice and salt after drinking a fifth of tequila. Unfortunately, I was interrupted.
Trying to commit suicide that early in your life is simply not logical; trust me, I thought about doing it at your age, but there was so much ahead of me that I simply couldn’t condone trying to kill myself.
Once my hope had been drained, once my future had lost its luster and aptitude, that’s when everything came crashing down.
Try to find your way through the dark, you’d be surprised how many people have the strength to make it out.
I was 12 or 13 too. But my mother almost bashed me to death instead of helping me. I personally never got rid of my suicidal thoughts, as a matter of fact they got worse and more obsessive, but many people around that age do improve and lead a normal life after the adolescence.
I was in Grade 8 when I tried to strangle myself to death with my hands. Nowadays, suicide is merely just a thought, the closest I ever got to nearly ending my life was have a box of strepsils and fluoxetine beside me. But hey, if you ever feel like you want to end your life again, don’t hesitate to contact me (dconnolly96@hotmail.com).