I suffer from depression, paranoia and loneliness, I really hate this life I lead,
there just seems no point to it, why do others have lives that they enjoy while I
struggle to get my backside out of bed each day. I dislike confident people most,
those who push themselves forward at the expense of others, I’m being swamped by them,
my voice drowned out. This guy at work is like those people, he thinks he’s so great,
always talking about himself and his wonderful life, I’m sure he talks about me to his
mates behind my back. I wish, and I may be pushing the envelope of nastiness here but so
what, I wish I had some powers so I could click my fingers and his face would erupt in
boils, let’s see how confident he’d be then shall we. Sorry, I know I’m jealous but strong
outgoing pushy people get all in this world, or so it seems to me; the meek shall
inherit the earth, oh yeah, when is this suppose to bloody well happen then?
share your suicide story
Report Post
Please log in to report posts
1 comment
as the saying goes, “the Squeaky wheel gets the grease”. this is unfortunately true and im a socially awkward guy that gets nervous when someone talks to me. since im that way, i usually avoid saying whats on my mind so people basically brush by me. I do have that dream about having super powers to do something like that(glad im not the only one lol). I see everyone being happy, doing things they love, and being with the people they love and i also do get jealous as well.
in the back of my mind, i always hold on to the hope that someone will enter my life and help me change for the better. I hope that will happen to you as well 🙂