we all got suicide stories, some are sad some are really sad, mine just lame is the same ” i hate my parents suicide story” most people mean it when they say they hate their parents some just hate them when they’re mad. i do hate my parents, well, my mom and her husband. her husband makes my life miserable , he is always yelling at me, saying stupid stuff about me and my mom job is defending him, i hate that i hate they treat me like shit, its been like that for almost 8 years im done. I’ve tried taking my life away so many times, I’ve think about it. but im not strong enough to do it, or im strong enough to don’t. anyways, i feel like shit, my life in general feels like it. they call me stupid, piece of shit . im done i hate it i hate feeling im not worth it. i just cryy and cry and think about how the suffering can go away, i need it to go away, i can’t deal with this anymore.
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This guy sounds like an asshat. who cares what he thinks of you? If the dick doesnt respect you, then fuck him. If he came into your life the least he should do is be respectful, not butt in and push boundarys like a territorial ass. If you need to, move away and forget about them if they’re not worth it. Don’t let them fuck with you in any way, not all ‘adults’ are worthy of their titles. I don’t know how old you are or how long you’ve dealt with B.S., but this still all applies. If you’re arbitrary, they’re arbitrary. That’s called self respect.
im like the nicest person with them. because i treat people the way i wanna be treated. im a honor roll student, i do dishes, i wash my clothe, i drive my little brothers to school and this is what i get. you know, its been like this for years, and i still don’t get how i get treated this way. and yes he is a total dick,im 19 yo btw. and thank youuu!! you made me smile with ” if the dick…” he is thooo
I hope you don’t mind me asking, but how old are you? If you are old enough to leave then leave the suffering and live by yourself and deal with life as much as it difficult then come back and face them when you are stronger and if they say whatever to you, you won’t let affect you. My father is abusive emotionally and physically, so I can relate to you partly even though I really don’t know how you feel.
yesss i did try to leave once. but im really considering taking a job or something. this house is hell. trust mere
Look I came to the US away from my father when I was 18-19, I am 21 now. I lived the first a few months in a room with a small kitchen with just a blanket and a pillow. I didn’t want my abusive emotionally and physically father have control over me or affect me in anyway. I fell into deep depression, I took 60 aspirin pills. Then the next day I said fuck it! i drove to the hospital and said I need help. After five days, I accepted to be independent and got stronger and told my father exactly how I felt and all the others who hurt me. It was very difficult because I lost his support financially, but I found my ways and asked for help and survived. Now i learned the people who hurt me, i won’t try to hurt them even though I can because I used to box or value their opinion because i am like a gate and people words knock on my gate and i only let in the words of the people that appreciate. i hope this help you in anyway. Also, I am happy to read that (takeverything) comment made you smile.
wow! you are really a strong person, and accepting you need help is such a great step to take! yeah i can imagine it must be hard. i try once to tell my mom how i was feeling, she laughed and told me i should stop talking so much bs.. yup! thats what i get. and i mean it sucks bc its my mom and i love her so much, but with him she’s such a different person. i honestly wish she knew how much this situation hurts mee. it helps a lott!! thanks abashammm. all of your comment made me smile today. it stopped the tears. im glad you’re a happy person now too. i always believe people should face their fears and everything but im still stuck in here
Yes, it may be hard at first, do you have anyone you can turn to for support? You’ve gotta break the chain.
i do have my grandparents. i actually live 12 years with them until my mom forced me to live with here
Yes, I got all I need. It was really difficult, but I learned to take the responsibility and accept the consequences of my choices.
Just leave. I’m 19. It’s better. They’re petty B.S. isn’t worth it. Do you really care about these two? When you live on your own it will feel like that B.S. is miles away, and years and years in the past. Are you really the nicest person with them though? o.o
*their
yeah they are. not exactly, i do care about my mom, a little i mean,we used to be best friends until she marry this guy, now she’s the same shitty person as he is. but yes,i must leave my self esteem is just too low thanks to these two. yes i am. im still a loving daughter it sucks because, im treated like shit…
By the way here is my email abashamm@uark.edu
If you ever want to talk or feeling down just email me. I might write you a joke that is so silly and not funny that you will laugh at it not from it. Smile 🙂 Writing here shows you are a strong person.
thanksss. sure ill email you, i might need a joke sometime. im laughing right now. HAHA thanks.
I feel for you! I’m stuck at home too. My dad is a total jerk! He’s currently cheating on my mom online and she knows it, he has no idea she knows. I searched the whole internet for the ONLY picture the girl has up online, and it backtracked to a 19 year old nude model, NOT who he was/is talking to. She wants to divorce him but he’s crazy. She says she has no idea what he’d do. Also we have like no money so we kinda need his financial support. Even with his “help”, we’ve gone bankrupt. 3 times!
im sorry about that. your mom is such a strong woman too, to deal with that bs. how old are you? i really think your mom should divorce him, people like him, are the reasons why this world is such messed up. it sucks being stuck at home, i mean nowhere to go, or afraid to leave, its like im afraid to leave my brothers and sisters behind, i bet you’re afraid to leave your mom. i really hope everything works out for youu