Suicide, but without the note.

I honestly don’t think we all come to this site to share a sad heart whelming story, but to try and let others know that someone does care. So, we participate on this site, we comment, and try. That’s all we can do is try right? Then you have the people who come here to make people feel worse then they already might be feeling. This is almost like a legit facebook for issue discussion. I’m not going to write your classic suicide note or ever judge anyone here, because I cannot say I do understand, but I can always try. I like to look at life by seeing things from other peoples point of view. So about two months back in my health class we had to make posters on some kind of health topic. Me being I, I did suicide. I honestly feel that suicide isn’t as talked about as it should be; bullying is such an important topic that doesn’t get talked about as much as it should. My grandpa committed suicide because he was sick and didn’t want to live life having someone wipe his butt or do things for him. Some of you will think that is dumb, but we understood what he meant and where he was coming from. People tend to commit suicide by thinking they won’t be missed or cared about. But if so much people could actually have a legit vision of what it would be like without them, they’d bawl their eyes out. Many people DO care, it may not always be who we want to care, but someone does. It’s hard to believe that when we’re getting bullied or abused or neglected. We tend to forget those who care. Suicide can be selfish because people don’t even stop to think what their children may feel,  mom, dad, brothers, sisters, friends, or anyone else. It is better to have one true friend than a million fakes or bullies. Not everyone believes in God, but you can’t completely deny his existence. You do not wake yourself up every morning. You don’t not save your own life. We don’t give ourselves second chances. No matter what people thing, we’re not even close to being that powerful. Life would be meaningless if none of us faced challenges or got tired of them. Think of Christ for a minute, He never told a lie, He was Loyal, He NEVER did wrong or sinned; he was literally the definition of perfection, but he was beat and nailed to a cross for everyone to watch him die. None of our bullying in this lifetime could compare to what Christ went through. He died for us. That didn’t have to happen to him, but it did for us. God let his own son perish for us, and yet everyday we all fail him. He’s the one person in life that could ever truly understand us. Look what happened to his son. So don’t say no one understands, because God DOES. He lost his son. Jesus was severely bullied for being truthful. When you feel like hell and like giving up, DON’T lose your precious life thinking people don’t care because someone always will, and it’s hard to remember that others go through WORSE everyday. Like legit death, watching their own parents be killed, being set on fire, shot, or raped. It’s completely selfish if none of us take the time to think of others. So, when YOU pick up that blade, knife,rope, scissors, gun, or pills, remember who’s watching and understanding. God does feel your pain and he’s not ignoring it, but there’s only ONE God and patience is the key to your happiness. God cannot help you if you’re not willing to help yourself. We got to stick together and stop letting bullies win.