Why do people look for suicide partners?

yeah i always thought it was weird too. Suicide is kinda like taking a dump: i don’t need help, and i don’t want anyone in the room with me when i do it, and especially not someone i just met! It’s a private and sacred thing. I would never want to ruin my last moments of existence by the feelings of anxiety and awkwardness that come with strangers watching you do private things.

I would absolutely want to be alone.

I think most people who ask for suicide buddies are mostly just scared and feeling that old “want my mommie!” feeling. You’re supposed to dismantle that particular response to adversity, as a part of the maturation process which leads to adulthood. Grown ups don’t need suicide buddies; we need LIFE buddies: trustworthy people who will have your back in times where you can’t watch your own well enough. Unfortunately, i haven’t found many of those either.