today my mom was yelling saying she wanted to diee & i said me too so she told me to do it & she said she was gunna go home & take pills and kill herself because she didnt want to be a mother anymore and she was done with us (brother,sister & i) …………..i called the cops on her telling them that she was making threats about killing herself am i wrong ??…. i knw shes gunna hate me even more now and never talk to me because of that. my family probably gunna stop talkking to me as well…. im always the bad guy .all the signs & threats ive made & even my actions show im unstable not once has my mom or anyone else asked if i was ok or got me help but i did it for her cause even tho she doesnt like me nd we have the worst relationship i love her & couldnt imagine life without her guess the feelings arent the same i am really at my breaking point & dont know what to do with myself i feel like its only a matter of time ………I AM TRULY ALONE 🙁
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Let me tell you something, you will never be alone. There is always going to be someone out there who cares about you and wants you to be okay. I’m one of those people. My mom constantly makes statements of how she’s going to kill herself and how my sister and I don’t care about her at all, which is completely untrue. But it is just something we live with everyday. If I’m being honest, I probably should call the police for her threats, but I kind of just think of it as a regular thing she says now, which isn’t good. I think you are very strong for having the guts to possibly save your mother. I’m not that strong. I am always too afraid that I’ll get in trouble for it. I think you did the right thing. If you ever needanything, please email me, breannakienzle@gmail.com. I’ll always be there for you. Stay strong <3
Your brother and sister are there with you. You did the right thing by calling to get her help. I’m am sure this has an impact on how you are feeling. It may not feel good immediately, but it is for the best. You are not alone…. My dad use to lean on me when he was suicidal. Even threatening to take me with him. I wanted nothing more than to make him feel better. I was so scared. Please take care of yourself.