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feeling like shit today. stayed homd alone all day and watched porn three times… feeling so disguisted with myself. All i want is to stop being so damn lonely… not even about just sex (although that would be nice) but just someone who loves me. blech 🙁

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16 comments

FiendInside 7/14/2014 - 6:32 pm

Talk it out my friend, this is the only place that will hear you out and give honest feedback. Share your story, please

whatevs 7/14/2014 - 6:40 pm

No story really… im not really that interesting. just been depressed off and on for a while… dont really have any friends anymore 🙁 girlfriend cheated on me, then wanted me back…

Shephard 7/14/2014 - 7:08 pm

…that’s quite a bit of porn for a 14 year old. Might want to lower your dosage on that shit, lest you turn in to a raging pervert. Don’t confuse the two (love and sex) – one provides instant (mostly) gratification, whilst the other one will warp your fragile little mind three ways to Shanghai.

I’ll let you decide which one is which.

…and don’t take your girlfriend back. That’ll only spell disaster mate, trust me.

takeeverything 7/14/2014 - 7:31 pm

And suddenly, I respected Shepard.

whatevs 7/14/2014 - 7:13 pm

i dont usually watch porn. i try like hell to avoid it but, after about a month of avoiding it i just watch a bunch and then stop for another month. and of course i didnt take her back.

Shephard 7/14/2014 - 7:17 pm

Well done, at least you’re on top of it all…ugh. Pun *so* not intended. Overall, I think you’ll manage okay. Keep yourself occupied with…damn, what the hell was I doing when I was 14?.. Hmm… Dance class! Well, if you want. It kept me occupied at the least.

whatevs 7/14/2014 - 7:19 pm

mainly just lonely… and how do u know im 14?

Shephard 7/14/2014 - 7:32 pm

Your first post says you’re 13, so you must be 15 now.

Loneliness will subside momentarily. Please stand by.

whatevs 7/14/2014 - 7:40 pm

thanks 🙂 you’re really helpful

5 seconds of stendarr 7/14/2014 - 7:20 pm

14 year olds should be getting jobs not watching porn

whatevs 7/14/2014 - 7:22 pm

… not 14, have a job though

Aeterna 7/14/2014 - 7:24 pm

You could always get a puppy? Typically hard to get them to hate you without actively trying.

whatevs 7/14/2014 - 7:33 pm

Well i have parents that love me and a couple animals but thas it. i suppose it dumb because everyone here has been through ten times worse.

SeasOfBlue 7/14/2014 - 8:10 pm

Don’t ever feel like it’s dumb that you haven’t had as hard of a life as some of the rest of us here. There’s no stopping depression, it does whatever the hell it wants, no matter how okay your life may be. So don’t feel like we’re any better than you because we’ve been through worse. Basically, just don’t bring yourself down because some of us have seen more shit. If anything, be thankful you haven’t.

Aeterna 7/14/2014 - 7:42 pm

It isn’t dumb at all and maybe some but definitely not all.

whatevs 7/14/2014 - 7:45 pm

thanks… is there some sort of a chat function here?

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