I’ve been gone for a while. i was better, or i thought i was better. i guess not. i went to training this summer to be a camp counsellor. i met so many friends and i stopped self harming. i was happy for the first time in years. but now, it’s suddenly hit down like a pile of bricks and i dont even have the energy to leave the house or talk to anyone. i have absolutely nobody to talk to and no friends left who care. i started cutting again. i feel so completely alone and this crushing feeling of sadness won’t go away. i just don’t know what to do anymore. i dont have any reason to be alive.
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I know the feeling of not having anyone to talk to. When people dont care about you it makes yo’ feel like a pile of dirt.
It is terrible. And it is ever worse when they seemed to be friends and as soon as you mention a problem they’re gone.
I hope you can find some friends here, dn.
thank you
i just..i feel so lost
i feel so completely alone
i feel like i push away anyone who tries to care about me and then wonder why there’s nobody there
Well you did learn something from summer camp however. You learned that you can make friends and that people do like you therefore it only takes finding more people You need to find the right people.