I don’t know how to feel about myself right now. I have been doing so many wrong things, just so I don’t feel bad. Just so at the end I feel worse. Too many parties, to many guys… Not so much shots. I feel so lost.
Well im a guy and ive treated my body like a whore , drinking , drugging , sex all that goes.Some1 asked me and id be at there will doing as they wanted but always feeling empty.Tho out all these times i managed to find a few loves in my life people i actually cared about and they cared about me it can hapen and will happen just have to keep on trudging thro the shit pile id say.
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Well im a guy and ive treated my body like a whore , drinking , drugging , sex all that goes.Some1 asked me and id be at there will doing as they wanted but always feeling empty.Tho out all these times i managed to find a few loves in my life people i actually cared about and they cared about me it can hapen and will happen just have to keep on trudging thro the shit pile id say.
I am losing all the respect I have for myself. The hate is bigger than my wishes to stop.