Alone (part 2)

Like all humans the boy had limits.Limits to what he could do.but also limits to what he could take and after all the time that had passed he finally understood one fact.He would always be alone.the boy had tried harder than most people would have…he tried harder than he should have….he gave up.he was done.he decided to not care anymore.he cut himself off.he showed nothing.that darkness in his heart had once again warped him.his face grew blank.no smiling.no more crying.nothing…he gave in to the lonliness.he kept it all inside.his feelings of pain and resentment and sadness…he decided to close them in his heart and pretend like they werent there.he became emotionless and colder than ever.as if to trick himself into thinking he wasnt alone.and that all his pain never existed.Although he didnt show it on his face….he was crying on the inside.From the depths of his soul he cried.but no tears.so sad..so lonly..so much pain.he kept it inside.he stayed that way for five years.and continues to do so to this very day.deep down in the very back of his existence he held a little light.hope u could call it.hope that one day a special person would come along.and save him.or at the very least stay by his side no matter what.someone he could love….i should know….we’re talking about me after all…