I’m May, and turning 15 this year. Just your typical teenager with normal problems like depression. Haihh. I don’t know where to start. I think I’m being selfish by having problems cause I have shelter, food, clothes, and everything. Well, that’s what my “friend” says. That I should be grateful. I have been thinking about suicide. But I don’t have the guts to do so. I love my grandma to bits and would do anything for her. I’m kind of a loner since I don’t have a friend I could trust. I have acquaintances at school, people I talk to and pretend to be happy with, but no real friend. This trust issue that I have was most probably caused by my brother, who used to touch and rape me while I sleep. I was supposed to be able to trust him! This is getting too long. Its 2.49 am. I’m just going to sleep for now. I’ll write more soon.
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Gosh your “friend” sounds like my mom. Both very wrong. Everyone is different and have different problems and you can have everything perfect but still feel depressed. I’m glad you know they’re not a real friend. I don’t trust easily either for different reasons than yours but I realized from being on here that not everyone is so horrible. If your brother still does this then you could report him. What he did was horrible and you shouldn’t let him get away with doing that to you.
He doesn’t do it anymore. And I can’t report him. I don’t want to ruin this “perfect family” I’m in. They are the people who raised me so I still care for them. I thought my friend was fine with me telling all my problems to her. She just snapped at me one day. I felt so bad afterwards. I stumbled across this website, and I hope it can help me. Thanks!
I hope it does help you. Im sorry your friend was so horrible (btw im Donn)
Hi Donn. ^_^She’s not that horrible. I still care for her. I felt like most of it is my fault. Well, I’m going to see her and talk to her. And maybe mend our friendship? And yes. It does help, Thanksss. (BTW I’m Asian with squinty eyes. XD)
yay 🙂 you sound awesome and im glad you are going to try to mend your friendship. btw asian people rock!
Hey Donn, Where you from? Bet there would be a big time difference. You people(including other users and you too) are very nice, this website is so supportive. I’m amazed. I think I might stay here for a long time and perhaps help people? Thanks. Again. XD You’re cool. Nice meeting ya.
That ‘friend’ doesnt seem good but yeah you know this. And report your brother to the police please, rape is always wrong.
Sorry for kind of ignoring you. But what I wanted to say, was pretty much in the reply I gave to Donn, Thanks!
Text me?? Your story touches me. 19494846924 I want to help and talk to you I’m just. 16 year old boy
Can we communicate through email? Mine is may.chan99@yahoo.com.my Thanks.