i constantly tell people not to hurt themselves or that their beautiful or worth something but yet i tell myself the complete opposite going through so much crap and yet i give hope to people but cant give it to myself. i could tell someone a million reasons why they shouldn’t kill themselves or hurt themselves but when i try and think of even one reason to stay here i cant. why is that?
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It could be because depression is very deceptive. Depression does not mean you are incapable of rendering aid to others it is more of Vail that keeps you from seeing and acknowledging the qualities you possess and positive differences you bring into the world. I am sure others could give you a million reasons to enjoy a full life too!
Because you don’t want to. It’s quite simple. You look for the bad in yourself and the good In others- classic “your own worst critic” behavior. Snap out of it.