Iv decided that tomorrow afternoon is the perfect day for me to kill my self. I live with just my mom and sister and they’re leaving out of town for three days early tomorrow morning at about 5am. The last words my mom told me is I don’t want you to be here (in my house) when I get back. I’m gonna do something even better for her when they leaves later that day I’m gonna lock my self in my room nail it shut with a nail gun. Then I’m going to shoot myself in the head. She chose some great last words for her youngest child. 9/91-7/2014
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Wait!
I know I probably can’t do much, maybe I can’t do anything, but will you email me before you end it all? Just let me know when you’ll do it, let me know why, let me know if there is anything I can do to help?
My email is: brl.cents@gmail.com
I’m so sorry your mother treats you in such an abusive manner. No good mother speaks to her child like that. I didn’t learn that until I became a mom. I certainly didn’t know it at 23.
You should be there alive when she gets back, she brought you into this world, how dare she speak so callously to you, not even giving you time to make arrangements, stay alive and spite her for her comment you deserve better.
We’re about the same age, I’d like to know you better, I’m gonna read your older posts tomorrow.
I wouldn’t give your mother what she wants. Not that she wants you to kill yourself, but if she is that cruel to speak to you that way, I would run away from the house and get back at her. You could crash her room or something and leave a note that told her you were gone. Actually, you could have some fun with revenge tactics. Just an idea. By the way, please, if you ever need to talk or anything email me, breannakienzle@gmail.com. I would love to hear from you and help in any way I can.
Don’t kill yourself.
You can be better than her.
Don’t let her win.
Hey. So I know I don’t know what your going through or anything like it. I know we all have our hard times in life and everything and I myself have been having a hard time tonight. So it sounds like you and your mom don’t get a long at all. Not trying to tell you your business or anything. But just think how your sister would feel. How do you think she would feel coming home to see what happened to you? Or how that will affect the rest of her life? I know your at the point where you just want to hurt your mom and how she treats you and I am sorry about that. But think about something or someone in your life who would truly miss you or someone your truly going to affect there life without you there. Hang in there and I am here for you no matter what
I’m not doing this to hurt my mom she left and didn’t even say bye to me. I’m doing this so I don’t have to suffer anymore. I can’t think about how my sister will feel or how anyone else would feel. I can’t keep putting other people’s happiness before mine. I have to put my happiness first for a change and I truly believe killing myself will make me happy. I’m going through with my day like I’m fine but when I come home from work I’m going through with it. I have my note written already I won’t deal with another day of This
And I know you have your mind set and I know how you feel I really do. But since you said they will be gone for 3 days why do it tomorrow. Why not just wait things out some and think. Just think you have the house to yourself, have a little fun and relax. Your mom won’t be there so you can be yourself and do whatever you like to do for fun. I know right now it seems no one cares but someone truly does. I myself tonight almost did something and just go and read it. But I really mean it try and just not do it tomorrow. Yes I know it’s your choice but you have 3 days to decide what you want to do. And remember I am always here.
The bad news: you’re probably not going to have the mom you want — no matter what you do because very likely it has nothing to do with you. She has a problem and you’re not it. The good news: once you accept this — I mean REALLY accept it — you can move on with your life. 23 is young enough to free yourself from the emotional bondage of this relationship — even though it’s your mother. We have been conditioned to believe that because a woman gave birth to us she is going to treat us with love and dignity. For most people, it’s true. For the rest of us, it’s not. Suicide is the worst means of revenge because the people who have harmed us will use our death to their advantage. We can NEVER win with these people — actually, forget about winning, because we don’t really care about winning, they do. We care about having loving, caring relationships with them — something they are not capable of with anyone. We who have been harmed repeatedly by cruel caregivers must choose our companions very carefully and it takes awhile to develop the instincts to know who the right fellow travelers are. My hunch is you really don’t want to die as much as you need to be loved. Right now you’re looking for water in an empty well but if you keep searching elsewhere you will find it.
Yes, of you kill yourself you’re giving her all the power, even threats of this manner aren’t going to be productive. If being a primadonna in regards to her actions is your final choice before you die, well then, how do you think Ms. Daisy is going to turn that one around? …please.
Just think about it before it spirals out of control. I tend to give ‘adults’ breaks, their old, tired, if their sick of the bullshit then that’s it, nothing you can do about it, even if they are just shirking responsability. Adults are just kids having kids.
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Very wise, Grasshopper.
How are you holding up?